It's been a while since I posted anything and I feel terribly bad >.< Sorry . I was and still am, busy with studies(Finals is freaking next week!*runs around*) . There quite a few things I wanted to review some products but I didn't get the chance to take photos and do a proper review. I will do reviews once I'm back in Kuantan.Which is NEXT WEEK!weeeeee~ I miss Kuantan damn much.
Anyway,as you can see in this post's title,Over a Cup of Coffee,I want to talk about stuff that are not beauty related. Mostly about stuff that happened in my life and I view it in different aspect. To tell you the truth,I promised myself that I would not talk about my life because I don't fancy sharing my personal life with other people unlike some people. :P but like I said,I would talk about my life in different view and I,hope, that I would not get into my personal life in details.
Back to the point, today's topic is What Is Love?
And my coffee is , hot Old Town White Coffee . Shall we start?
|thanks google for these pictures :D|
I keep thinking if I should talk about this or not. To me,personally, I'm not an expert about love because I never been into a relationship. Yes,that's correct. 18years of living,I have never , I repeat NEVER , been in a relationship. It's not that I don't want to,just not my luck.I think
People around me,especially my friends and family have their partner to talk,to cry and to laugh. I am jealous,like obviously. At first,I never really care but once I got into college, I saw so many people date,holding hands,looking at each other lovingly which makes me wanna roll my eyes everytime single time. But then, I would always comfort myself saying "One day.with my husband" trololololol xD but seriously,I did :P
I don't know why but these past few weeks,or when I started my college life, my friends keep asking me if I'm in a relationship with anyone.My answer would always be "NO.AND DON'T ASK ABOUT IT ANYMORE" . My old buddies would say "Get a life!" . Not one but 2 of my old buddies said that.goshh.Thanks guys.I DO have a life *rolls eye*
Then, few weeks ago, I wanted to watch movie but all of my friends are going back home.So I said to them, "it's okay.I'm going to watch alone" . They have this pity face on them.And when they accompanied me to walk to Sunway Pyramid,they kept saying "Farah,find a boyfriend laa" All of them said that.ALL.OF.THEM. and they are males.Which made me really sad and pathetic.
Then,yesterday I met my old friend.He ask me if I have a boyfriend and I said no.Then he said "Find a boyfriend laa" and I almost hit him on the head
Seriously,my friends are not helping me.But I love them.HAHAHA!
People can say that "Hey,you got love from your family" says someone who has a lover.yeahhhh.But to people like me,it's a bit lonely. I have this habit of observing people in love(it's not creepy and it's not stalking.Just happened to observe when I'm walking alone......forever alone). I would ask myself "Do they really in love?" , "How did they meet?" , "There must be ups and downs in their relationship" , "What kind of a girlfriend I would be?"
Then it made me realised something
It's lucky that people have their lover by their side.Well,I don't have a lover but I'm lucky in other sorts of way.Allah is fair
Yes,Allah is fair. My family loves me,my friends love me and Allah loves me.Even when I think no one actually loves me,I believe that Allah loves me and He has something special in store with me. That what my sister would always said to me when I'm sad. She would always say "It's good that you are not in a relationship,because for sure Allah will ease your marriage life" Amin
Personally , I wish to marry early.I keep saying this to my parents and friends. Thanks to my dad actually. He made this joke saying that he wants his children to marry before 20 and me being the only one who is not 20 yet,take that as a serious thing. So,I said to him few weeks after that I would like to marry at the age of 20.His respond was "WHAT?!NO" LoL!! xD But please,pray for me to meet someone who could take care of me ^^
The point is, whether you have a lover or not, be thankful of what you have. To those who does not have a lover,like me(HIGH 5!), be thankful with people who loves you just the way you are.*sings Just The Way You Are :P * Do not think that you will be alone forever. How can you find someone you love when you don't love yourself first? Believe in yourself. Believe that you will spend the rest of your life with someone you love. Is it hard to believe? Then, imagine it. I read it somehwere,when you keep imagining, soon the imagination will come true. But not like if you imagine you will own a unicorn.
Then,start to appreciate the things happened in your life. For instance, appreciate that God still let you live and appreciate the people around you. I know,that certain times we did not feel appreciate much,but try to say to yourself,either in your heart or out loud, that you appreciate things in your life
So,what is love?To me,love is a subjective word that hold different meanings and feelings. Love is when I feel happy with my life. And I am happy with my life ^^v
Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. - Oscar Wilde